I found out something today that made me very very very sad. As in.
I can't tell you what it is. It hurts to even think about it, not to mention it's very embarrassing and truly humbling.
I realized that people around me, especially my friends, think of me differently than before.
I guess I have changed. Done a lot of stupid mistakes. Had one quarrel too many.
I've always said, "You'll like me better if you don't know who I really am."
I'm sorry, okay?
Believe it or not, I've never spoken ill of any of my closest friends. Not intentionally anyway.
I hope the same goes for them.
I may not be okay with most of them but I do miss them. I really really do.
Even though I don't think I could ever talk to them again.
Both parties would agree things have gone way past the fixing and making up stage.
Sorry sa drama.