First, let me get this out of the way:
Love you. Love your blog. Love it love it love it.
Now, the reason I emailed you is because I'm curious as to how you would respond to my situation.
Let's say my name is Bella. I have a boyfriend, and yes, let's call him Edward.
I love Edward with everything that I am. I cannot emphasize that enough. You'll have to take my word for it.
We've been together for 6 years. I can imagine myself growing old with him.
I have a bestfriend. Let's call him Jacob.
He's been my bestfriend for 8 years, since college. We've been through everything together.
We've never been a couple. But lately, I've felt differently towards him.
I've felt... well, sexually attracted to him. And the flirting that's been going on between us recently hasn't helped.
I have every reason to believe that he wants me as well. How do I know? We're bestfriends, believe me, we both know it. We just haven't talked about it.
But our actions say it all. We've gone on secret dates and we've held hands all night long. And okay, we've kissed torridly but that's it.
Callboi, I really really want him. I love my boyfriend but I want to do my bestfriend. Everytime I hold my bestfriend's hand, I feel the sexual heat emanating from him. I want him. I WANT him. But I love my boyfriend.
It's an itch that won't go away. I can't leave my bestfriend just to avoid temptation.
WHAT DO I DO?
I'll be honest. I had to drink a cold glass of water after reading your email.
Ramdam kita, girl, ramdam kita! Ang init. Ang init-init!
I had a mental argument with myself about what to tell you.
I couldn't decide which side of my internal debate I'd go with.
So, here's what I'm going to do: I'll tell you both sides!
The Angel in Me says:
Girl, you have a boyfriend. You say that you love him and yet, here you are, salivating over your bestfriend.
Close your legs and run in the other direction of your bestfriend and straight into your boyfriend's arms.
Kung mahal mo siya, you shouldn't even be thinking these things. Makuntento ka sa kung anung meron ka.
This will just ruin your relationship, and do you honestly want that to happen? Remember, walang sikretong hindi nabubunyag.
If you have sex with your bestfriend, you will have to live with it for the rest of your life. Think about your boyfriend and realize how much you love him.
The Devil in Me says:
Girl, you have a bestfriend. That's what bestfriends are for! To satisfy your inner kinkiness!
Open wide and make sure your boyfriend doesn't know where you're running off to!
Kung gusto mo talagang mawala ang bottomless kati na naninirahan sa keps mo, just close your eyes and leap!
This may ruin your relationship, pero do you honestly think na maiiwasan mo pang mangyari ito? Remember, may mga sikretong madaling itago. Lalo na kung bestfriend mo ang katulong mo sa pagtago.
If you don't have sex with your bestfriend, you will have to live with it for the rest of your life. Think about your boyfriend, and realize that maybe you don't love him that much.
Life, lust, and lechon,
Dear readers, wag niyo po akong masyadong i-judge dun sa mga sinagot ko ha? Tao lang po.
Sabi nga ng teammate kong si Mai, "Kung kabayo nga nagkakamali..."