First of, I love your blog. It’s so refreshing. And what everyone says is true. Reading your blog makes our shift a lot easier to bear.
In honor of your tradition in encrypting one’s identity, I’m gonna call myself GoodBoy.
Mine is a typical story, dude. I’m sure you’re familiar with this kind of thing. Boy meets boy. Boys become bestfriends. Boy falls in love with boy. Other boy becomes in love with someone else. First Boy still loves bestfriend and does everything to make the lovers happy even at his expense.
Whew. When I put it like that, it seems pretty pathetic, doesn’t it?
Bottomline is, I love my bestfriend. And I’m sure he loves me, too, but not in the way that I love him. And don’t get me wrong, I’m not complaining. I can stand to be the bestfriend forever just to be with him, but this whole scenario and dramedy of me being always present to help my bestfriend and his boyfriend out is getting way too old, even for li’l ole martyr me.
I simply refuse to put down the details of how I have supported them, it’s way too embarrassing. Here’s a sample: I was the one who set up their 1st anniversary dinner in a resto which I paid for, btw.
I don’t want to leave my bestfriend, I love him way too much, but I’m really having a hard time seeing them together, especially since my bestfriend seems to only be there when he needs me. Lately, it's more obvious that my bestfriend only contacts me whenever he needs to talk about his problems with his relationship or if he needs financial help!! Aaargh!
What’s a gay bestfriend supposed to do, anyway?
Haaay. I really wish I could say that I can't relate, pero... haaay. Yun lang.
A lot of people won't agree to what I would have to say, but I don't care. I'm not in the running to be America's Next Top Model anyway.
Can't take the heat? Then get the hell out of the kitchen. Meaning, if you can't take the pain of seeing the person you love with someone else, then quit the drama and get the hell outta there!
I know, I know, it's easier said than done, pero believe you me, I know how it feels, and the first step is the hardest, pero marse, maniwala ka, you will get tired of being a third wheel and being their Rescue 911-emergency line.
If you're really like me, then pareho tayong hindi umasa na mag-reciprocate ang bestfriend ng tunay na pagmamahal. We just wanted to be there for them.
Pero ang tanong, who's there for us?
Yours in lust,
Read one of your blogs. Been a fan ever since. Masaya halos blogs mo kahit tragic ang situation, hehehe...Keep it up!
Anyway, I was wondering if you can try Badger Sleeping Balm. Insomniac ka, sabi mo, so baka makatulong. It's available for 395php sa Rustan's Essences. Medyo yung maliit na parang trial version ang binebenta nila for that price pero dati yun yung price ng malaking version ng balm.
You can check it out dito http://www.badgerbalm.com/pc-393-2-sleep-balm.aspx pag skeptic ka.
Me kamahalan, pero kebs, you said you tried everything. Dunno whether you tried this one pero ang dameng comments.
At tsaka amoy Lavender, so kung hindi man siya effective tuloy, at least mabango ka habang nakahiga sa kama at tumutingala sa kisame, hehe.
Salamat! Sige, susubukan ko rin tong Badger Sleeping Balm, kahit parang mukha siyang pang-badger. Desperado na akong makatulog ng mahaba eh. Lintek na insomnia ito. Ok sana kung pumapayat ako dahil sa lack of sleep, pero kabaliktaran ang nangyayari eh. Dahil wala akong tulog, lagi akong gutom at lagi akong kumakain!
Alam mo ba, kanina, napakain ako ng anim na asado rolls na binebenta ni kuya diyan sa pantry??!!
Pero ansarap naman kasi nung mga asado rolls ni kuya eh! Sabi ng ka-team ko, gawa daw yun sa laman ng tao.
"Pag ganyan kasarap ang food, gawa sa tao yan!" ang sabi ni Socorro. Hindi raw siya naniniwala sa cultured worms and shit.
So malamang, ang baker nina kuya eh si Sweeney Todd.
Yours in lust,
Hello Philippines Mabuhay! I just wanna share some of my thoughts regarding our newbie beckies on the floor. Pansin ko once they hit the floor after their LOB training, mabilis pa sa sikat ng araw may mga jowa na sila sa floor. Well, there's really nothing wrong with that pero I find it a little amuzing. Hello Buks' ang tagal na natin sa PS at ngayon lang natin na-experience ang ganitong Phenomenon. Right of passage ba na kailangang magkajowa agad once you hit the floor? Newbie to Newbie, Newbie to floorwalker, etc...etc..etc.. Initiation ba ito para maging member ng Alpha Phi Chupaphi? Again, perception ko lang ito no offense meant. Kung may tumataas ang kilay sa sinabi ko....again opinion ko lang ito.
Dear Empress Dowager,
Alpha Phi Chupaphi? Hmmm... love the name. It has such potential.
Well... marami na nga akong napapansin lately na newbies sa floor na mabilis nakabibingwit ng mga dyowa-ers dito sa account natin.
Admittedly, ang cu-cute ng newbie agents sa floor natin lately. Maybe it's the cuteness factor that's screwing up the natural balance of things? I really don't know.
Alam mo, Empress Dowager, times change. Kung gusto ng mga newbies na magmadali sa paghahanap ng karelasyon dito sa floor, nasa kanila na yun. As far as I know, most of these flash-relationships don't last long din naman, as history would gladly show you.
Ang ayaw ko lang, may mga ibang newbies na sobrang feeling sa pagiging istariray. May bagwis na agad, kumbaga.
Don't they know that what goes around, comes around (and mostly all over your face)?
I just hope na walang masyadong pagkakaibigan ang masisira dahil sa mga ganitong eksena.
Oo nga pala, totoo ba ang tsismis na uso na naman na mga baklang supervisor na ngayon ang nag-aaya ng date sa mga baklang newbie agents?
Haaay... desperado, ika nga ni Camille Velasco...
Yours in lust,