Pakshet. Bigla kong na-miss ang madugyot na si Pumpkin.
Ewan ba. Ok naman ako, wala naman akong mabigat na problema (I think). Pero parang depressed ako for no reason. Alam mo yun?
And what's fucked up about me is, whenever I feel this way, I start to think about Pumpkin. Sheeet.
I miss the way his face would sincerely light up whenever he would see me coming, just like a puppy seeing his owner, ahehehe. Ang sarap kaya ng feeling ng alam mong may taong tuwang-tuwang makita ka, di ba?
I miss the times when we would talk about what we would bring for lunch so we could compliment each other's meals and share.
I miss the way he would always be bothered whenever he would see me sad or subdued. He would then tell me corny sophomoric jokes which weren't funny but still I laughed because I knew it would hurt his feelings if I didn't.
I miss the way he would cover his mouth whenever he laughed because he was self-conscious about his teeth (which looked fine naman).
I miss having someone I could run to and just say anything about my problems and worries and not be afraid of being judged because I knew he would just listen and not say anything at all but deep inside I knew that he understood.
O sya, sya. Tama na ang drama. Kelangan ko lang ulit-ulitin ang mantra ko, "Madugyot si Pumpkin, Madugyot si Pumpkin, Madugyot si Pumpkin."