It's my party and I'll emote if I want to...
I'm writing this a couple of days before my 27th birthday.
Well, another year added to my biological calendar.
I am officially in my late 20's. If I were straight, I'd probably be married by now.
If I were a girl, I'd most likely be pregnant with my third child and be working in Burger Machine. Pero manager naman.
Do I feel more mature as opposed to how I felt back then when I was a teenager?
You know what? I kinda do, actually.
I've been through a lot. I've made a lot of mistakes, and learned a ton of lessons. And I'm pretty sure I'll be making the same and new mistakes all over. But that's okay. I'm human.
To err is human, to forgive is ka-martiran, right?
My birthday wish?
I have a few... well, actually, a lot...
I wish I could learn to trust wholly again.
I wish I could fix everything with a certain someone; but truth is, I kinda wanna give up already.
I wish I could truly get over Pumpkin. I know... I know... Pathetic ako. Shoot me. Somebody. Please.
I wish I could feel better about how I look. And not feel insecure and ugly whenever there are good-looking people around.
I wish I could help this one friend I have who's kinda drowning right now.
And most of all, I wish my mom would just surprise me and show up here in the office and tell me that everything's okay and that she misses me and that she should never have let me leave.
Yun lang. Di naman ako selfish, di ba?